first time n last time say it??

maybe this is first time i say to my school mate that i love you all as my sis n bro k guys.
don't think that i don't use #facebook account you and i don't became friend any more that all is a shit you know that aren't you? believe in my words 'kay guys?
i will never forget you guys because you guys are my memory that i will never forget.
the words that first and last time i will say is 

I LOVE YOU SIS N BRO

Lantern festival...... hahahahahahag..:P

24/9/2011???
ptff!!!! the date that i will remember???
hahahahhahag
that date is when we go to the lantern festival and the date that bomie and dewi talk to each other..
hahahahahag.. 
we just like a idiot human being go to the festival after hear that there are free food (not me k)
then we just not get the food but we only get the lantern free... 
then with the lantern we get, we think that we could go around the lake with the help of lantern but the a way around we not go around the lake.. hahahhahahaha.. like damn. seriously i say.. it's so funny when think about it again. with this i put the pic in this post. enjoy. and it's up to you guys want t read o not.


                                    in the dorm

                                On the way to festival

                                        at the festival

okay now i have update my blog. so shut up

damn u. now i have already update my blog so i just wish one thing from u that is 
please shut your mouth.
i think like i going to die if i heard more stupid words from your mouth. 
do you understand that.
Fucking Bitch

me n my friend problem are same??? maybe.

My friend that is Noor Hanani have the same problem with me when one month i in  relationship with Akmal Danial. the same problem is that we accident turns off the call and leave him behind when we think that we can see him in the bus o something like that.
hahahahahahahahag. 
believe me nani. nothing will happen to you and shah if you just give explanation why you do like that to him.
just like me n Akmal when we fought something stupid like this.
when i think about it back it make me laugh and think how stupid we are just fight because small thing and talk to each other about 3 weeks until he says he sorry to me because ignore my explanation. funny when i think about it again.

hahahahahahahahag. 
nani you and i will be friend forever.


PS: to Akmal and Shah stop being annoying sometimes and listen to explanation okay babe? 

what the problem with you guys? can u tell me?

okay now whats the problem with you guys?
why everybody in my babe social networking tell that he account is my account?
i getting weird because of that.
although he and i already tell our friend in that social networking that account it's his not mine.
damn it. just because in that social networking have my pic so that it's have categories as mine account and not mine babe account? it's like that? so if that the way i will tell him to delete that stupid account and i also will delete my account.
with that there are no more misunderstand right.
damn it. sometime i pity to him because no matter how much he telling the truth everybody refuse to believe it.
they will believe that is my account although it's not not my account.
Damn it
Damn it

When the relationship suppose to end but we just don't end it.

the relationship that suppose to end but not end it will made someone in this relationship became more sinner that it's think. the relationship can't end because they tell each other and maid a vow that they will stay together. just stupid thing.
but that was happening right now.
just end the relationship no matter how much you love him o him love you, you guys can't be together. that was what i was been taught by a past mistake.
just forget the relationship already. believe me...
one day you can forget about the relationship.
just let time pass and one day you can really forget about the relationship.

time to end all the relationship.

forgive me for made the decision on my own.
i really sorry.
i think that i already fall with you.
but when i think i already fall with you  i must end the relationship.
the reason i end this relationship because of my brother.
i really sorry for made our relationship end like this.
i really sorry.
i hope we just can be friends like the old days, although i know that we can't be like the old days but i hope we can be like that again.
i really sorry.
i know someday time like this will come and now when the time have come i must end the relationship with you.
i really sorry...
thanks for the happiness you give to me when we in relationship and thanks for trying saving me from the darkness in my life. 
Let's be Friend not just ordinary friend but Best Friend

i don't know how u true colours?

i think i know u already but actually i was mistake with my own decision.
the true answer it's that i actually don't know who you'r actually.
i always wondering why you just looking for me when you actually best friend not with you
and when you have a fight with her.
and know i know the true answer.
you just use me as replacement for her.
sorry to said that i can't be friend with you anymore.
it's just annoy me when i know about you true colours.
really sorry that i can't be friend with you anymore.
sorry Bitch

la..la..la..la... Assignment...Assignment....

la....la....la.... la.... assignment....assignment...assignment....
Like Hell why i sing for the thing i most hate to do in this world..
what i think actually to sing about that thing??
WARGH!!!!!!
what is actual happening to me?
i will tell u all what actual happen to me for sing this stupid thing happy.
just when i think that all my assignment has finish 
until this monday my lecture for my "Pengajian Islam" give us another one assignment that is presentation about our last assignment..damn.. then on wednesday i get another assignmnet from my lecture that tough me about management. the assignment she gaves on wednesday must submit on monday. then my friend told me another assignment of training and development subject..
i just feel like a huge stone just fall at my head not one stone but four stone at once.
how can i finish the assignment in just one week...


i will don't get enough sleep in this two week..
help me......

After finish one assignment then come another assignment !!!

Damn after two nights in row i do not get sleep to finish my assignment ad when i already finish and i thought there no more assignment until two weeks will come then just a few hours after finish the damn assignment my lecture just give me another assignment. 

like damn.

when this circle of assignment going to end up?

DAMN..

What the fuck u guys trying to show me??

like a damn shit you guys it's actual cry because of the past.
what the fuck you guys trying to me?
what for?
it's about because you love your past?
so that you going to show me how wonderful your love to your past although actually the past you guys cried is actual a damn sucks memory.
HAHAHAG.
don't make i laugh like DAMN BITCHES!!!
the damn suck memory is about family matter right.
what actually the thing your trying to show me.
the love for for thing name FAMILY?
HAHAHAG.
you guys sure is funny.
don't fuck with me.
the thing you all call FAMILY is not exist in me from the earlier of my life. 
so don't cry because of this stupid thing. 

Wait a Second !!!!!!!

Damn what is happening here?

why my classmate couple with their own class mate huh?

so damn weird!!

have u guys think about it. what going to happen if you guys broke up n then u guys don't go to class because u guys became enemies o what so ever. 

hope u guys listen to my advice k.

think about it again no matter what. it's just better u guys just became friend only.

if you guys want to have a special boy o girl take a another person n make sure that person is not in our class.. it will become troublesome for u guys one day believe me.

PS: this thing are special for my classmate k. hope u guys don't get angry with me. :P 

Outing with Sakichi Hama Ryouujin?

Yesterday Outing with Sakichi Hama Ryouujin?
Damn it's that real? 
The Stingy Woman go outing? unbelievable.
How about You all try to guest what she buy at Times Square..
hehehe
i pity to u my younger sis.
she already buy the bag u want. 

What The Fuck !!

What the fuck with this blog?

Someone tell me whats actual going on with this blog

not until i update it 

my post options is the old one and i don't know about it until i make my friend blog

What The Hell with this Blog. :P

Where my soul have missing?

i always wondering where actual my soul missing.

where it's gone in my hear that full with the darkness

my pity soul must have been swallow by the darkness in my heart

my soul must have stayed in the darkness for long time.

how i get my soul out from the darkness in my heart.

to all follower of my blog : Don't let darkness lodged in your heart even a tiny of darkness will swallow

your soul n heart