o...kay.. i don't want to say this but i already get bored stay at home...

o...kay.. before i get the sem holiday 
i always brag about when i will get my sem holiday and i just want to stay at freaking home..
now when i get home then just five days at home i already feel freaking damn bored..


now i really thought about it..
why must i feel freaking bored about staying at home.
before this when i stay at kl i also feel the same thing..
now when i stay at home i also feel the same thing..
oh god!!! what is going on with me??
like freaking hell what going on with me..
why that freaking feeling inside me tell me everything o every place i stay o doing it's freaking bored like hell.
now i really don't know what to do for one month and half holiday..
maybe i should find a job right now.. don't i??
hmm....
that maybe the answer to my solution right now

last paper and then holiday began... yeah !!!

after a few month of stress and tension of study because of the final and know just left one paper left.
after the last paper,, i will be freaking happy like damn.. and i just need to worry about my only result and my subject for the sem.
hahahahg.. after this is holiday and party time like hell.
for two month holiday..
i said.. party time babe. yeah.. just wit for me home,bora and food
ah paradise have come back to me. after a few month i stay in hell

don't know it suppose to be good news or bad news?

at 18/10/2011..22.00
in the end time that i have wait have come in my life....
i don't know it suppose to be good news or bad news in my life..
Me and Mohd Akmal Danial in the end have broke up..
after three years, we been together... in the end.
i free again... yeah!!!!
some part of me freaking damn happy with this broke up.....
but.. another some part of me feel like freaking damn sad with this broke up..
i really freaking don't understand myself..
seriously i don't understand my self...
why i must feel the sad and lonely feeling after broke up with him?
but never mind...
i hope all the best for him because now for me he is my best friend because he understand the real me..
i will miss our memory together and will always try to love you as my brother.....
hope you can do the same thing as me bro...

noW I sittiNg for fInal

wargh!!!!
now i siTting on the most i hate that is Final exam...
now like damn i scare...
like damn... scare..
hope that i can do it..
hahahag
i really wanted to laugh but now i really actual feel like freaking damn crying..
wargh....T^T
damn it.....
freaking damn

fiNal,fiNal,fiNal....... exam.. damn.....

the scary thing i never want to face it is the Final exam.....
wargh!!!!!!! i want to scream in here that FINAL EXAM IS NEAR....
and i damn scare... really damn scare.
i have study like hell in past one month just to past the final...
and now i still feel the nervous and the scare of the final.
what i suppose to do if i fail final???????
REPEAT SEM?????
no that the last thing i ever want...
huhuhuhuhu....T^T now i really feel want to cry all of my heart...
now my only hope is to past the final so that i don't repeat my sem in college..
wish me good luck guys..
freaking damn scare

alReady feeL boreD wiTh y0u guYs

seriously 2 said i have bored with you guys attitude. serious.

i think i can still forgive you guys after what you guys do to me.

now i don't think i will forgive you guys. actually i don't really want to forgive you guys but after i have talk with my best friends and my special person, they told me try to forgive you guys. i try really damn hard to forgive you, but now i think what i actually try to do is just a freaking damn waste. 

now i don't know if i can face or talk to you guys again. i really feel bored with you guys. 

now i really regret to have friends like you all. i speaking Freaking Damn true thing.

Freaking Damn Bitches just go Away from my life.

I feel Damn Bored with You Bitches

it's your guys decision that made me choice this decision

soRry guys that i made this decision all by myself.
actually it already your guys fault. so don't blame me when i made this decision for my self.
i really get annoy with you guys. believe me
i can't be friend with you guys anymore.
serious when i said to you all don't make me hate you because 
once i hate you guys i will hate you all i gonna hate you all for the rest of my life.
and now you all have made me hate and annoy you.
i keep my words for the rest all my life and i gonna hate you guys for the rest of my life
because of what you guys do to me.
you guys actually has made you self as enemies to me.
so as your enemies i gonna destroy you guys with my way.
i will make you guys suffer until you guys die.
just like i told you guys when we still in school.
so just prepare for my attack in you life.
don't look for me after this for the forgiveness.
i can't forgive you guys after this.
hope you guys prepare. 

seriously i feel the burdeN

it's fine with me when you guys forgetting about me
seriously i said it's fine. because i can still live without you guys.
but i can't accept because of one girl our friendship from school until now break to piece.
seriously said
i have don't give a damn about you guys.
it's up to you all.
if this is the end of our friendship then i will accept it without saying anything to you all.
just one thing i will said.
i hope you guys happy with you life and don't regret of your decision after this.
and please stop calling and see me in your whole life.
PLEASE FORGET A DAMN LITTLE THINGS ABOUT ME
i beg you guys.
just think me as the worst memory you guys ever had.
that's only my wish.
thanks guys because became my friends although it's not last for long
i will treasure the memory with you guys., hope you guys happy with you life.

Dammit.... weird guy.

if you all want to know
in  my social account there one guy that so damn weird.
really really damn weird
all he said to me about weird things.
and i can't understand anything at all.
and i have think about it.
maybe i should block him.
hmm.
serves him right
hey bitch!!!!
you're so damn weird like freaking hell
you know.

damn it!!! i hate Resume and Cover Letter for the rest of My life

damn it!!!!!!!
stupid resume stop bothering my life.
 it make my heads ache
 damn!!! mother fucker this stupid resume and cover letter.
damn it.
Argh!!!. but no matter what i must finish it it or i will became my lecture jokes. 
so i came with solution of this thing. i will copy and paste my dad resume.
hahahahahahag!!!!1
damn, i so genius like hell..hahahahahaha