don't know it suppose to be good news or bad news?

at 18/10/2011..22.00
in the end time that i have wait have come in my life....
i don't know it suppose to be good news or bad news in my life..
Me and Mohd Akmal Danial in the end have broke up..
after three years, we been together... in the end.
i free again... yeah!!!!
some part of me freaking damn happy with this broke up.....
but.. another some part of me feel like freaking damn sad with this broke up..
i really freaking don't understand myself..
seriously i don't understand my self...
why i must feel the sad and lonely feeling after broke up with him?
but never mind...
i hope all the best for him because now for me he is my best friend because he understand the real me..
i will miss our memory together and will always try to love you as my brother.....
hope you can do the same thing as me bro...